I know I said I’m back

But things are a tiny bit hectic right now.

I just finished a month long drug binge, and that was a lot of fun. That’s what happens when I go home for the holidays and leave with more cash than I can imagine. Thanks for feeding my addiction mother, you da best.

I’m going to try posting tomorrow…I just need to fill my queue.
(Not that it matters to anyone really hahah. I need to keep up with this more for me than anything I think. When I actually maintain this Tumblr I found I stick to my shit so much more than if I try and diet on my own. Yeahhhhh.)

I was at 181 yesterday but binged like all day. Up to 183 today. Need to be down to 179 by Sunday to maintain the 2 pounds a week. I cannot wait to be under 180.